Having a bad day. . . . . . . .

Woke up seems like nothing in my life is going right lately. I have been very tired today. Got a 78 in my Economics class and I think my teacher is playing favorites because someone got a high grade and they didn't even deserve it. Oh yeah, I am also worried about my advanced accounting test that is coming up; that one I am really afraid that I won't pass. It is a very hard class. My GPA is good enough for getting my B.A. in Accounting, but now I am worried that if I don't get a 3.0 GPA I won't be able to get a paid Accounting Internship and my life will be ruined if it is not ruined already. I mean I wake up and I don't know what I am living for sometimes, for Accounting. I also live with a relative in one room where I don't have much freedom to move around the rest of the apartment and my only saving grace is that I get my B.A. Degree so that I can get a job outside of New York. I feel like if I don't do this I will die. I don't have much to live for at the moment anyway. There is nothing for me in New York anymore. Today I was so tired and I kept making so many mistake with my Economic stuff in class. I am tired of living this life and sorry I ever moved effing back to New York. I am afraid of not making it through this year. That is the truth. I am afraid of not making it through.